Chapter 1253 Forced To Suck Cock:>Ep5

• I figured Jake would call me every day for his blowjobs as we agreed and when he didn't and a week passed, I was both relieved and bothered. I was relieved because, agreeing to be at his beck and call? To suck his cock when he wanted? That was something I did just in order get access to and to remove that video he made of me sucking him from his damn phone. Clearly he understood that I couldn't have that getting out – I'd be ruined. In hindsight, even he couldn't possibly have really thought I would follow through with the "deal". And what was with the handshake on this "deal" anyway? He knew it could never be legally binding so asking me to "shake on it"? That made it official? I mean, from a cultural standpoint, it kinda did make it "official". But what did that even mean? Cultural... I scoffed at myself. What was I thinking. He knew that he got all he was going to get from me. He had no leverage. This is why he wasn't going to text me. Jake wasn't dumb and understood that this was a one time (well... two times) event that couldn't really repeat much less become a regular thing...I was married and he... well he surely had other ways to relieve his needs. We were done.
• Truth be told though, there was definitely a part of me that was bothered. I had sucked his cock. I made him cum in my mouth. It was good. I was good. I bet I was his best! I had fantasized for so many years about putting a penis in my mouth – about sucking cock - that those events had shaken me to my core. Sucking him had been truly awesome. I couldn't deny this. But I would put this behind me. I had video of both of my blowjobs that I could masturbate to and had already done so, in fact. It was better to move on and list this as a "been there, done that" bucket list event. Something I wouldn't repeat. Just like Jake had obviously done, I would let this event die peacefully or at least let it retreat back into my fantasies.
• And that's when my phone beeped.